| Location | Gateshead |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 6/2006 |
| Date of Death | 6/2006 |
| Visitors | 3,583 since 27/02/2008 |
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Sophie Grace Bell- My baby born with wings x
28/06/06 weighed 15 ounces
Sophie was born at the RVI newcastle after what all i can describe was a very emotional pregnancy !
Since i found out i was pg i knew deep down something wasnt right, i couldnt say what but knew!
Since week 6 into the pg i bled every week very heavily and no-one could tell me why or how.... to this day i still wonder
I was given weekly scans as have had 2 previous prem babies both born at 29wks, i dreaded the scans thinking id already m/c
Then at 23wks i went back as i knew labour had started, i was checked over as i was having cramps and bleeding heavily and they said i was fine !
I begged them for a steriod injection and pleaded for them to listen to me but they wouldnt and sent me home at 12.30am 27th june 2006.. i was up most of the night crying and praying that you would stay where you were as i had to go back for another scan at 10am but the cramps got worse so Daddy took me straight to the ward and yet again was checked over and then they said " you have dialated and the water bag is showing through" My heart sank i went into a daze thinking i was dreaming but at this point i was so angry that they didnt listen the night before as this could have been prevented....
They checked your heartbeat and that was strong, gave me a steriod injection to help your tiny lungs and more drugs to stop the labour and give you a chance .
A few hours past and daddy had to leave me as he needed to collect your brother Nathan and sister Eryn from school...
I lay on the bed all alone and prayed, i prayed so much my head was about to explode, which it did and those prays turned to tears .. my worst fears were coming true.
The doctors came and said as nicely as they could if you were born you would have less than 5% survival rate
I couldnt speak for sobbing so hard,I rang daddy but couldnt speak i just wanted to hear his voice.. the two nurses were great but they were strangers
I asked them to leave me alone just for abit , i patted and rubbed my small bump and felt u kick me... made me smile so much it was the hardest kick ever , i knew that was your last and were saying saying goodbye x
The doctors came in as delivery was nearly over and out you came so small still in your bag of water i wanted to see you but couldnt see for the tears ... all i heard was we have a heartbeat but its very faint ....
10 mins past and they they asked me would you like us to continue ?
I took my biggest breathe and said no leave her be.... i couldnt hold you i dont know why i just wanted your daddy to hold me
I went to a room and they brought you to me in a little basket with a pink gown and pink hat on i sat and looked and then looked somemore then picked you up and lay you on my chest for hours.. and sang to you the song called " you are my sunshine" i didnt want you to be left alone
Daddy arrived with your little sister the next day he held you so close the tears fell from his eyes onto your gown
I had to leave you there and that was the hardest thing
Still is not having you here with us.. we dont feel complete ,one day my baby we will be together again
Mummy and Daddy miss you so much , you will always be in my heart now and forever
Your photo is always on display and your little sister Eryn kisses you each day
Nathan and Eryn say hello every night when they see your star shinning brightly in the sky
Sleep peacefully my angel, untill we meet again xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Some only dream of seeing angels but ive held one in my arms x
sweet dreams babes
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hey little soph, just passing threw to light you a candle chick.
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you a very special angel. loook after my little katie
lots of love and kisses nicola xxxxxxxxxx
Hey Sophie,
Have been talking about you and your Mummy alot this last couple of days. I have a new friend who has been really down and missing her angel. Kimmie has been an angel since april last year and since then has a baby brother william. Her mummy had a bad dream the other night that all her babies became angels and it made her think about kimmie alot. So we sat and talked about kimmie and she shared her pictures and memories with me, I talked about you and your mummy too. Kimmies mummy is cross cus the weather has been too bad to go and sit and have lunch with her and talk to her, just like i know your mummy was cross the weather was too bad to send you a ballon on your birthday this year. I know tho that you and kimmie both understand that us down here have to put up with the weather and that it stops us sometimes from doing what we want to do.
Any way Sophie, Sleep well tonight, and i know ur smiling down on mummy, daddy, chloe nathan and eryn.
The tiny rosebud God picked to bloom in Heaven.
The master gardener from heaven above
Planted a seed in the garden of Love,
And from it there grew a rosebud small
That never had time to open at all.
For God in his perfect and all-wise way
Chose this rose for his heavenly bouquet,
And great was the joy of this tiny rose
To be the one our Father chose
To leave earth’s garden
For one on high
where roses bloom always and never die.
So, while you can’t see your precious rose bloom,
You know the great gardener from the upper room
Is watching and tending this wee rose with care,
Tenderly touching each petal so fair.
So think of your darling with the angels above,
Secure and contented and surrounded with love,
And remember God blessed and enriched your lives too,
For in dying your darling brought heaven closer to you.
Helen Steiner Rice
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
30TH OCTOBER 2008.
GOOD AFTERNOON SWEETHEART....
Miss you today
more than ever before.
I picture your smile
as i walk through the door.
Sometimes when I'm lonely
I remember the past.
Here is to hoping
those memories will last.
Pictures can be moving
Words will ring true.
But the sad truth is
All that’s left is memories of you.
The silent night is lonely and
There is no golden dawn
Because I must remember,
That you are really gone
I must remember in my heart
The happiness we knew
And that my only world was one
In which I lived with you
There is no breath of fragrance in
The flowers that I press
And if I call your name I hear
The sound of emptiness
I roam the house from room to room
I gaze beyond the sea
But there is nothing I can do
To bring you back to me
I have to tell myself again
That you are really gone
And I can only ask The Lord
For strength to carry on.
LOVE JUDE.X
Happy 2nd Birthday
Happy Birthday Princess !!
Cant believe that its been a whole two years since we kissed you goodbye !
Hope that you have had a great day sweetie as we have shed a few tears but made it a special day to celebrate how gratefull we are to have met you as so many dont ...
Your Nate woke this morning and sang and played Happy Birthday for you :)
Sweet dreams cherub xxx love you so much xxx
2 years on
I wrote this for you and those you left behind 2 years ago sweetie and have decided i should add it for you here.
Forever your Angel
Forever your angel
looking down from above
Watching my sisters
and brother with love
Forever your angel
I'll always be near
watching my mummy
shedding her tear
Forever your angel
I'm Sophie Grace
Watching you always
from this special place
Forever your angel
looking down from above
watching you always
forever with love.
take care little angel. xxxx
From a great person Daz x
Unprovisionalised Grace
I find comfort for each care
Wrapped in a promise wondrous fair
No matter what the grief or pain
There will be sunshine after the rain
A softest rainbow spans the sky
A symbol He keeps watch on high
If we abide in Him each day
We can never lose our way
Immortal love through time to be
Is what He planned for you and me
Accept His help Sophie turn not away
There is new hope in God each day
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